We Made it 10 Years!

I still remember that day 10 years ago. I remember the young faces. I remember the feelings of love and anticipation and happiness and excitement.

The unknown.

THE STRESS of a wedding and the melding of families.

It seems like just yesterday.

And yet...I don't recognize those people and that love as who we are today. Some may think this is a sad thing, but let me assure you, it is not.

I never thought in a million years that marriage would be this way. I thought it would always be fun. I thought we could work anything and everything out. I thought my drive and his kindness would push us through any fight or misunderstanding. I thought we would always love each other the way we did then.

But I also didn't know how much marriage would push me. Push me to be better. Push me to be stronger. Push me to be more forgiving and grateful than I thought possible.

It has stretched us. Sometimes almost to the breaking point. It has made us better. SO MUCH better. More loving. More open. More kind. More hard working. More humble.

I never dreamed that I could be so open and comfortable with anyone. Or that someone could help me bear three beautiful kids that are our pride and joy. I never dreamed anyone could hurt me so much. Or help me pick up the pieces of trials I felt completely unprepared for.

That love? From 10 years ago? It was so sweet. It was so easy. It felt so right. I am so grateful for those fun and easy times.

But I can never...NEVER express my gratitude and love for someone as committed to living through this life with me. Someone as committed to growing as I am. Someone as willing to forgive. Someone as willing to put in the work that "true" and lasting love requires.

I love you Jared. Happy 10th Anniversary.